Ache.

So, I have tried numerous times in my life to start working out for various reasons, and I have always hate hate HATED it with a passion. I’ve been able to force myself to do it for a couple weeks and then just given up because it’s so uncomfortable. I’m naturally an ectomorph, and for some reason my lung capacity is pathetic (I don’t smoke, we can’t figure out why) so cardio is particularly stressful for me. I’m thin, so I don’t need to lose weight, but I’d like to be toned and strong and fast (mostly so I can run away in crisis situations at work, hah). 

Recently, however, I’ve developed this bizarre symptom due to one of the side effects of the medication I’m on—my legs are constantly.. I don’t know how to describe it- it feels like I need to stretch them, constantly be moving them. It’s distracting it’s so intense. While I’m at work, I’m always standing up when I’m talking to patients, stretching my legs back behind me. The only time this feeling goes away is when my muscles are sore. And so, I make them sore now. And it feels GREAT. 

I’ve already started the day with a 30 minute hiit butt session, and I feel glorious :D 

Time to develop a workout plan! 

Today’s to-do:

  • create workout plan 
  • hawkers night with other goth dweebs
  • MANIC PHOTO ADVENTURE WITH NEW CAMERA
  • flickr account for new camera adventures 
  • sew elvish hood /shrug 
  • vaccuum… again
  • prepare interview outfit for tomorrow + print resume
  • mad scientist jar shelf assembly 
  • buy intestines for candy jar 
  • laundry 
Thursday Apr 4 @ 12:25pm
Doge’s favorite spot, at my feet and peeking out the front window. <3 #siberianhusky #husky #dog #doge

Doge’s favorite spot, at my feet and peeking out the front window. <3 #siberianhusky #husky #dog #doge

Thursday Apr 4 @ 09:43am

gothiccharmschool:

can you hear me? are you near me?
can we pretend to leave and then
we'll meet again
when both our cars collide

Hi, rock star crush object, hiiiiii. This was a good look for you.

Thursday Apr 4 @ 02:01am
I refuse to chase anyone anymore Six Word Story (via opalka) Thursday Apr 4 @ 01:59am

Things that I love right now: 

  • doge, my beautiful siberian husky
  • my amazing ridiculous spooky lovely home 
  • my pseudobrothers
  • my new prospective job!!!
  • science and mindgasms
  • creating & crafting & art 
  • couch naptime cuddletime
  • henna hair 
  • speaking in stardust <3 
  • being enrolled in school again!!
  • new camera tomorrow
  • commissioned infected toys from jeremy soon

… Oh, sometimes I am brought to tears by the atoms in my coffee table and the iron in my veins… 

Wednesday Apr 4 @ 10:57pm
pyra-black:

ink-its-art:

Wylona Hayashi

god, she doesn’t even look real! perfect!

pyra-black:

ink-its-art:

Wylona Hayashi

god, she doesn’t even look real! perfect!

Wednesday Apr 4 @ 07:20pm
hatefulatheist:

This is one of those things I find so disappointing that it is almost impossible to express in words how I feel about it. Our education system is continuing to fail us.

hatefulatheist:

This is one of those things I find so disappointing that it is almost impossible to express in words how I feel about it. Our education system is continuing to fail us.

Wednesday Apr 4 @ 01:04pm
If you love me let me go
‘Cause these words are knives and often leave scars
The fear of falling apart
And truth be told, I never was yours

If you love me let me go
‘Cause these words are knives and often leave scars
The fear of falling apart
And truth be told, I never was yours

Wednesday Apr 4 @ 12:15pm
Tuesday Apr 4 @ 10:12pm
Tuesday Apr 4 @ 06:20pm
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